come home.

14/4/11
When I thought of you going away, I was in a way looking forward to it because we had a lot of bad problems before you went, and I thought this would be a nice unofficial break for us. I didn't think I'd miss you this much. It's not even been a week and I feel kinda ridiculous because that's not long at all but I miss you so so so much. Your text each night makes my day. Going from seeing and speaking to you every day to very little contact has been so weird and made it feel like you don't exist. People laugh at that and say 'so you're not in love then!', but I am, so very much and it feels that way because I'm so used to seeing you everyday, you're a part of me. Realising this, and missing you so much, makes me think I actually take you for granted. 


I'm eatin' I'm not workin'
I'm sleepin' I'm not flirtin'
I'm lazin' I'm not amazin' 


^ I have no idea what this is, it just came into my head so I wrote it :)


16/4/11
You're home today and I can't wait.