i'm bored, i'm cold, i'm ill and i'm tired, but i'm still sat here awake at nearly 1 o'clock in the morning because i want to talk to you. but you're clearly not that bothered, it takes you a good half an hour to give me a shit respose to anything i say. why do i bother?
it's got to the point now where i've closed up again. i don't want to open up my feelings to you because i feel i can't. i never get a serious conversation out of you from it, i just end up crying whilst you sit there angry being a dick about it. so i can't tell you why you're bothering me, i can only show it, which just makes me look like a psycho - which i'm not. at least i know that this time. i'm literally doing nothing wrong and you treat me like i don't matter. i want to say so badly that if you keep this up you will lose me, but i know you won't. i know i'll stay with you no matter what because you've got me wrapped around your little finger, tied in with a strong bond of emotions and there's nothing i can do. the only thing i could do is hate you but i know i won't because you're on my mind all the time and you drive me crazy. you give me no pay back for everything i do and i know i deserve to be treated better than this but i love you, and that's it.
YOU need to fix this. there's nothing left that i can do.
i'm clearly upset and what do you do? you run from the situation again. i'm fed up with it.
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