.

it's been an hour now

and i'm still waiting for you

i know you love me

it's just some things that you do

they make me confused.

i've got this thing to protect me

it's called a guard, and it shields me from you

so i don't get hurt

but the problem with that is,

you've broken it down,

so now i can't hide

and it scares me.

i don't mean to doubt you

it just happens

i think it's because you're so special

i feel so lucky

i want you all for me

you could do better

but for me there's no one better than you

truth is i'm so terrified

that every time something begins to look wrong

tears begin to run down my face

and i know it's stupid and i don't know why it happens

i guess i'm just fragile

it's been so long since i've felt this way

so when you do these things

these things that make me feel confused

naturally i doubt you

i try to put my guard up

because i'm so scared of getting hurt again

i don't mean to doubt you

it just happens

i think because you're so special

i feel so lucky

i want you all for me

you could do better

but for me there's no one better than you

you know i've had trouble with admitting it to myself

but you make me feel so comfortable

it's only been months but feels like years

those words are powerful

i've not said them for years

but to you i can finally let them out

the signs show me that i really do mean them

those three words

i don't mean to doubt you

it just happens

i think because you're so special

i feel so lucky

i want you all for me

you could do better

but for me there's no one better than you