shitting it.

GCSEs are incredibley soon and i'm shitting a brick. i'm pretty sure that i'm behind in just about everything, because i'm really lazy. the stress of the exams is making me eat like a pig and i'm becoming so so body concious, more than i usually am, i just feel so massive and fat, but i don't have the will power to diet or exercise, so i'm fucked. the easter holidays just went, all i did was sleep or go out, didn't really do any work. how stupid of me. now i've gotta work so so so hard, and walk around like a zombie on a daily basis ¬___¬ i love my bed. let me sleep until july please? :D 3 months off this summer. hopefully it's gunna be awesome, although my friends are a bit shit.. so i hope i spend loads of time with the ones that aren't shit and can be bothered with me, rather than the boring ones who can't be bothered to do anything, nor could give a toss if i was there or not. i also hope i meet some new people, new friends would be nice. i haven't really written much here, i have more thoughts but dayummm it's past 12am and i need to do a half hour art piece and get to fucking bedddd. i wanna go bed now ¬_¬ but then i'll be in trouble for lack of art work. badtimes.