4 weeks of texting and leading me on and promising me you weren't like they said you were. everything you said to me about how much you liked me and how you wouldn't do anything wrong to me, because you wanted something proper with me, you were going to sort yourself out so that you could look after me, go home so that i could stay over, you didn't want me to be with a fuck up? ring any bells? probably not, can't've mattered much to you, it was all just an act to get in my pants. except i guess it took too long and you got bored.
remember what i said i got the impression you were like? and you promised me you were nothing like that? it seems that i got you spot on. you are everything i thought you were, and i'm glad i didn't believe a word you said, cause if i did this would of been alot messier on my behalf. of course not on your behalf cause you seem to be pretty self centered. why were you so surprised that i wouldn't trust you anyway? maybe you're not used to your little game not working like a charm, shocked that i wasn't as stupid as the other girls you've fucked around. i knew to be careful with you, and i'm so glad i did that.
it just annoys me that i genuinley thought that you might, just might, be an alright guy. i gave you a chance even when people told me not to.
the conversation we had in the woods that day, was so serious and convincing, i don't even know how you managed to act all of that. id did like you, quite a bit, and i'm not being big headed here but i would of been good for you, i would of helped you to not be such a fail. i mean what have you got now? you have no friends, no GCSEs, no job, no girlfriend, noone who really cares about you. i feel sorry for you.
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